Disclaimer- Saban owns them, not me! Sue me, and all you'll get is a ton of action figures! This fanfic is rated G by the Motion Picture Association of America. The song "Angel" belongs to Sarah McLauchlan (Spelling?) and is used without permission. Yeah, I know everybody and their Uncle Chuck has done this song… but I LIKED it!
Guardian Angel
by: Ellen Brand
Spiritual possession really
stinks, Mike Corbett thought to himself. For one thing, it's BORING.
The Magna Defender, with his usual iron control, had shoved Mike's mind and
spirit down into some dark corner and locked him there. Most of the time, Mike
couldn't so much as shift him, although he was aware of everything that went on
around him. Only when his "guest" came close to harming Leo could
Mike find the strength to interfere, and then only briefly.
It was currently night on Terra
Venture, and as usual, the Magna Defender was spending the evening on a Forest
Dome hillside, staring up at the stars, and probably plotting vengeance. Mike
couldn't read his tenant's thoughts unless they were directed at him, but he
could sense emotions, and besides– if Scorpius had slaughtered his son,
(or your little brother, a small voice added,) he would have been doing
the same thing.
As Mike sat in the back of what had
once been his mind, pondering another evening of stargazing and boredom, he
slowly became aware of something tickling at the back of his mind. Reaching
out, he recognized it as coming from his link to Leo. Cut off from the rest of
his mind by the Magna Defender's occupation, Mike had found that the psychic
connection he and his brother shared had amplified several times. Now it seemed
to have opened up again, and was- playing music? Without a second thought, Mike
dived into the link, following it back. Spending the evening with his brother
was infinitely better than another night here, even if Leo were unaware of him.
Spend all your time waiting for
that second chance,
For the break that will make it
okay.
Hear that? Mike thought to
the Magna Defender, knowing that the other was ignoring him. That's YOU. All
you live for anymore is revenge. That was something Mike devoutly hoped
would never happen to his brother, but he wasn't that worried. The other
Rangers would keep an eye on him, and keep him from falling into that pit. Even
Kai, as much as the two fought, had given Leo something to latch onto.
Even as he thought this, Mike found
himself in the apartment that the three male Power Rangers shared. Kendrix and
Kai had had to do a lot of juggling to get the assignments worked out, but it
was a lot more convenient for Ranger business. Leo lay sprawled on the couch,
obviously exhausted and locked in deep sleep. Mike wasn't surprised- that was
when the link between them opened to the fullest extent. What did surprise him
was Leo's companion. Kendrix sat at one of the tables, working on something and
occasionally breaking off to check on Leo. It was she that had turned on the
music that Mike was hearing.
There's always some reason to feel
not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the
day.
I need some distraction, beautiful
release.
Memories seep from my veins.
Now if that didn't describe his
little brother, Mike couldn't think of a single thing that did. Ever since Mike
had fallen into the chasm, Leo had been punishing himself, for not being the
one to fall, for not being capable of taking on Mike's duties– in short, for
not being MIKE. Every day, Leo pushed himself to the edge trying to emulate his
brother, and every night, he fell into bed exhausted. As for Rangering- Mike
couldn't decide whether Leo threw himself into that to distract himself from
the painful memories- or because it was the one area in which he could never be
compared to his brother.
Let me be empty, oh, weightless and
maybe
I'll find some peace tonight.
In the arms of the angel,
Fly away from here,
From this dark, cold hotel room,
And the endlessness that you fear.
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie.
You're in the arms of the angel,
May you find some comfort there.
Sometimes it seemed that the only
peace his little brother found was in sleep- and sometimes not even that. How
many nightmares had Mike sensed at the other end of the line, unable to even
reach out and shake his brother awake? When the link was open, he could chase
the dreams away, to an extent, but sometimes even that wasn't enough. Most of
the time, however, Leo's sleep was dark and dreamless, taking him away from a
world in which he had nothing left. Funny. I chewed you out about stowing
away, for acting without thinking about what you were doing. I was the one
guilty of that, though. You're all the family I have, Leo. I guess I didn't
realize how much it would hurt you to stay behind on Earth. I never realized that
I'd be leaving you alone.
Mike understood now, though. Even
with the other Rangers around to support him, Leo's pain was almost unbearable
for Mike to watch. More than anything, he wished he could just reach out and
let his brother know of his presence, hug him and tell him everything would
work out. But he was no more solid than a beam of light, and even that was
denied to him.
Sleep tight, little brother. I
hope it can heal you better than I can.
So tired of the straight lines and
everywhere you turn,
There's vultures and thieves at
your back.
A gentle tugging reminded Mike that
he'd been gone from his own body for too long. Heading back, he let the music
follow him, washing through the link. Poor Leo, he thought, not without
amusement. You never did like rules, and you hated authority. Now you ARE
authority. He had to wonder, though, how long his brother could hold up
under the twin strains of a Ranger's constant danger, and his own conflicts
with rules and regulations.
building the lies
That you make up for all that you
lack.
Don't make no difference; escape
one last time.
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, this
glorious sadness
Brings me to my knees.
Settled back into his own body,
Mike's thoughts turned once again to the Magna Defender. He wasn't an evil
person– Mike had figured that out within a few minutes of being taken over. It
was just that he'd convinced himself that ANY means was worth it, if he could
avenge his son. Nothing mattered, if it meant he could find his peace. That was
easier than believing in the codes of honor he had once held.
In the arms of the angel,
Fly away from here,
From this dark, cold hotel room,
And the endlessness that you fear.
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel,
May you find some comfort there.
It scared him, sometimes, how much
Leo and the Magna Defender had in common. The idea that his laughing, loving
little brother could ever turn into a vengeance-driven shell sent chills up and
down his non-existent spine. But they WERE alike, down under all the layers of
pain, and for that, Mike yearned to reach out and help, to break the dark
isolation that seemed eternal. But he was no more successful here than with
Leo.
Sleep tight, little brother,
Mike called across the link. Your 'guardian angel' is on the job, keeping
the nightmares at bay for a while. It wasn't much, but it was all he could
do. And for now, it would have to be enough.
You're in the arms of the angel,
May you find some comfort there.
by: Ellen Brand
For the break that will make it okay.
And it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction, beautiful release.
Memories seep from my veins.
I'll find some peace tonight.
In the arms of the angel,
Fly away from here,
From this dark, cold hotel room,
And the endlessness that you fear.
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie.
You're in the arms of the angel,
May you find some comfort there.
So tired of the straight lines and
everywhere you turn,
There's vultures and thieves at
your back.
That you make up for all that you lack.
Don't make no difference; escape one last time.
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, this glorious sadness
Brings me to my knees.
Fly away from here,
From this dark, cold hotel room,
And the endlessness that you fear.
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel,
May you find some comfort there.
May you find some comfort there.